Hello

I am very tired of being what everyone wants me to be. I am very tired of being the loud noisy person I try to be. I don't want to be the only one standing holding the pieces of my world as it shatters all the time. I know I lash out in appropriately at times; and I know I have a tendency to make males take the brunt of my confusion and hurt.


I want to trust someone. I want to feel I can love someone without being slapped in the face. I want to be able to cry and have someone to turn to for comfort. I am so very scared. I desperately want your attention; but I dunno how to get it without offending you and sending you away.

I am an eight year old trapped in a grown ups body.